Question – I would like to be a world teacher, The second Teerthankara of the “TRADITION OF THE MOON ” Is it possible to expose this desire to the public?
Osho – First, if you really want to be a teacher, become a disciple. Unless you are a really deep disciple, you will not be able to become a teacher. If your disciplehood is perfect, one day suddenly you will find the Perfect Master has arisen in you. It comes only out of disciplehood.
But disciplehood is difficult because the ego has to be dropped. Everybody would like to become a world teacher. It seems so beautiful, it seems such a beautiful ego trip. Who will not enjoy being in such a position where he can teach, where he can guide?
But to where are you going to guide people? You are in the ditch. Resist the temptation. Otherwise it happens that the blind people start leading the blind people, and they all fall into the dark ditch.
Yes, people are in need of guidance, so if you start exposing your desire to the public, you are bound to find disciples. There is no lack of disciples. If you expose yourself, that you are the world teacher, you will find suddenly that disciples have started to come. And their coming will help you to feel that maybe it seems you are really the world’s teacher. Otherwise why are people coming? How can people be so foolish? By and by, looking into their eyes, feeling their confidence in you, you will start feeling confident about yourself.
I have heard about a man, of course a Jew, who opened the first bank in the world, and he became very rich and the business was beautiful. When he became very old somebody asked him, “How in the first place did you start a bank?”
“Nobody, I wrote the name ‘Bank’ and put the sign on my door. I had no trust in it that it would work, but I had nothing to do. I was unemployed, so I thought why not try. And within a few hours a man came and deposited his money. I was surprised. I looked at the man; I thought this seems to be the greatest fool in the town. I may escape with his money. Then came another and another, and by the evening I had deposits of a lot of money. And looking into these people’s eyes, I became so confident that I deposited my own money in the bank!”
That’s how it works. If you just declare that you are a world teacher, you are bound to find disciples. And when the disciples come, certainly, you have to be truly a world teacher. And sometimes it will happen that not only will disciples come, but something will start happening to the disciples. Then you will be really surprised. Somebody’s KUNDALINI arising. Somebody seeing visions. Just by touching your feet, somebody feeling great silence.
It happened … Ramkrishna loved this story very much. There was a Master, his name was Tapobana, and Tapobana had a disciple who served him with irreproachable diligence. It was solely because of this diligence and the services he rendered that Tapobana kept him, for he found the disciple rather stupid.
One day, the rumor spread throughout the whole region that Tapobana’s disciple had walked on water — that he had been seen crossing the river as one crosses the street. Tapobana called his disciple and questioned him: “Is what people are saying about you possible? Is it really true that you crossed the river walking on the water?”
“What could be more natural?” answered his follower. “It is thanks to you, Blessed One, that I walked on water. At every step I repeated your saintly name, and that is what upheld me.”
And Tapobana thought to himself, “If the disciple can walk on water, what can the Master not do? If it is in my name that the miracle takes place, I must possess power I did not suspect and holiness of which I have not been sufficiently aware. After all, I have never tried to cross the river as if I were crossing the street.”
And without more ado, he ran to the river bank. Without hesitation, he set his foot on the water, and with unshakable faith repeated, “Me, me, me …” And sank. So you are carrying a very dangerous desire.
The question is from Premprabhu. I know you. The first thing that you have to do is to learn the secrets of disciplehood; then one day the Master will be born. It is on the way, but don’t be in a hurry; otherwise you will miss being a Master. If you try to become a Master, you will miss being a Master. The Mastership arises only when you learn slowly, slowly to dissolve into existence. The day you are not, you will be the Master, not before it. If you are, then still some work has to be done. You cannot be the Master. Only when you are absent does the Master become present in you.
Right now it will be good if you take a bath. To explain this to you, let me tell you this anecdote:
A sweet old lady visited a doctor and surprised him by saying, “Doctor, I think I am
pregnant, and want you to verify it.”
It was obvious to the doctor, because of her advanced age, that she was imagining things. But he spoke to her kindly, “What makes you think you are pregnant?”
“I know. I know it because I feel life,” she said as she patted her stomach.
To humor her along, the doctor asked her to disrobe. After a brief examination, he advised her to go home and take a bath and forget about the pregnancy.
“But doctor,” she insisted, “I tell you I feel life, and you tell me to go home and take a bath? And I am feeling life!” And she again patted her stomach.
“Yes, yes,” said the doctor gently, “you have got a bug in your navel.”
So go and take a bath.
Source – Osho Book “The First Principle”